Saturday, Aug. 22, 2009 - even Battlestar Galactia
Monday, Aug. 17, 2009 - keeping mum at home
Friday, Aug. 14, 2009 - yeah, I'm flying and posting at the same time
Tuesday, Aug. 11, 2009 - comments, anyone?
Sunday, Aug. 09, 2009 - nice to finally meet you
Wednesday, Aug. 05, 2009 - yep, I believe I'm over them.
Saturday, Aug. 01, 2009 - yeah, it's different 4 years later
Wednesday, Jul. 29, 2009 - this time, I'm prepared
Tuesday, Jul. 28, 2009 - ooh la la eew
Friday, Jul. 24, 2009 - goodbye doesn't phase me
Wednesday, Jul. 22, 2009 - where am I? why am I?
Sunday, Jul. 19, 2009 - on the verge
Thursday, Jul. 16, 2009 - K writes sex scenes
Saturday, Jul. 11, 2009 - been here a long time
Sunday, Jul. 05, 2009 - unfinished
Friday, Jul. 03, 2009 - at least I can get tipsy!!
Friday, Jul. 03, 2009 - more
Thursday, Jul. 02, 2009 - as the last entry attests, I knew this day was coming:
Thursday, Jun. 25, 2009 - stuff
Friday, Jun. 19, 2009 - thank you note
Thursday, Jun. 18, 2009 - So it's MFI.
Wednesday, Jun. 10, 2009 - at least they like me?
Tuesday, Jun. 09, 2009 - CTY and INTJ
Monday, Jun. 08, 2009 - coming to an end.
Wednesday, Jun. 03, 2009 - their loss
Tuesday, Jun. 02, 2009 - What I Want to Say to My Principal Right Now
Thursday, May. 28, 2009 - alone
Wednesday, May. 27, 2009 - what I'm not saying
Tuesday, May. 26, 2009 - not made for the soapbox
Wednesday, May. 20, 2009 - what I hope to tell myself one day
Thursday, May. 14, 2009 - 80+ hours
Wednesday, May. 13, 2009 - Regina Spektor and two glasses of wine
Monday, May. 04, 2009 - working out the future
Friday, Apr. 24, 2009 - he's back!!
Thursday, Apr. 23, 2009 - 28 and a half
Saturday, Apr. 18, 2009 - halfway through
Sunday, Apr. 12, 2009 - Spring Break
Tuesday, Apr. 07, 2009 - I'm a genetic mother!
Tuesday, Apr. 07, 2009 - ready or not, bring it on
Sunday, Apr. 05, 2009 - not admitting it, but it's true
Wednesday, Apr. 01, 2009 - joke's on me?
Sunday, Mar. 29, 2009 - if I had a facebook
Monday, Mar. 23, 2009 - wedding dresses
Sunday, Mar. 15, 2009 - not feeling so well about this anymore
Monday, Mar. 09, 2009 - before I know it
Sunday, Mar. 01, 2009 - a teacher's weekend life
Saturday, Feb. 28, 2009 - getting each other
Friday, Feb. 27, 2009 - missing him
Friday, Feb. 20, 2009 - the ok days
Monday, Feb. 16, 2009 - impulsive plans
Saturday, Feb. 14, 2009 - dumb v-day fight
Thursday, Feb. 05, 2009 - the good days...
Monday, Feb. 02, 2009 - well...maybe one last time...
Friday, Jan. 30, 2009 - I could cry I'm so happy (?)
Wednesday, Jan. 28, 2009 - i don't know...
Sunday, Jan. 25, 2009 - I am April Wheeler
Sunday, Jan. 25, 2009 - -
Saturday, Jan. 24, 2009 - sorry about the previous entry - all is well(?) now
Saturday, Jan. 24, 2009 - Dear K,
Thursday, Jan. 22, 2009 - coming home and being happy
Tuesday, Jan. 20, 2009 - but we should be first
Sunday, Jan. 18, 2009 - What I need to care about
Thursday, Jan. 15, 2009 - only 4 days back :(
Sunday, Jan. 11, 2009 - being proud of K
Thursday, Jan. 08, 2009 - recession, shemession
Saturday, Jan. 03, 2009 - the go-ahead news
Wednesday, Dec. 31, 2008 - why I wake up the morning after
Tuesday, Dec. 30, 2008 - if I could re-do tonight...
Wednesday, Dec. 24, 2008 - kind of an apology to K (even though he won't read it)
Tuesday, Dec. 23, 2008 - it's time
Friday, Dec. 19, 2008 - crushes
Tuesday, Dec. 16, 2008 - baby pappa
Thursday, Dec. 11, 2008 - quitters never prosper
Wednesday, Dec. 10, 2008 - bad day
Saturday, Dec. 06, 2008 - ready to move on
Friday, Dec. 05, 2008 - mr. miller's like the smartest person in the school!
Thursday, Nov. 27, 2008 - moving on
Thursday, Nov. 27, 2008 - oh yeah, happy thanksgiving
Monday, Nov. 24, 2008 - a misunderstanding
Sunday, Nov. 23, 2008 - ahh, to be a teenage girl again...
Sunday, Nov. 16, 2008 - a good night
Saturday, Nov. 15, 2008 - so I can say I knew
Wednesday, Nov. 12, 2008 - is it bad if I'm aready asking about summer?
Friday, Nov. 07, 2008 - the politics of friends
Sunday, Nov. 02, 2008 - I'm pretending I was brave, but I was probably just stupid.
Tuesday, Oct. 28, 2008 - back to being back
Wednesday, Oct. 22, 2008 - 28 in London and not wanting to leave
Saturday, Oct. 18, 2008 - I've been randomly bursting into tears today.
Wednesday, Oct. 15, 2008 - is it mid-November yet??
Wednesday, Oct. 08, 2008 - flirtations
Saturday, Oct. 04, 2008 - feeeling d tonight
Friday, Oct. 03, 2008 - you know, I think I preferred being a student.
Wednesday, Sept. 24, 2008 - a picture of two lines - mine but not mine
Saturday, Sept. 20, 2008 - hearing things that don't make sounds
Saturday, Sept. 20, 2008 - hearing things that don't make sounds
Thursday, Sept. 18, 2008 - "proof"ing it to myself
Monday, Sept. 15, 2008 - ugh, politics time.
Friday, Sept. 12, 2008 - idiotic guy who just subbed for my class
Tuesday, Sept. 09, 2008 - what day is it?
Tuesday, Sept. 02, 2008 - and on another note...
Monday, Sept. 01, 2008 - no longer eek in a good way.
Saturday, Aug. 30, 2008 - eek, but in a good way.
Sunday, Aug. 24, 2008 - random: twins and synchro
Tuesday, Aug. 19, 2008 - OUR house was a very, very, very fine house.
Tuesday, Aug. 12, 2008 - happiness and security
Chapters of My Life
Sept. 2011 - now Being a mother.
Isolation&Infertility (&pregnancy)
Aug. 2009 - Sept. 2011 Working from home in a job that I love...that comes with a loneliness I hate. A husband who works too much, and continued failure to start a family. Slowly spiraling, forgotten, into social invisibility. Accepting and experiencing the potential of pregnancy.
First-Year Teacher
Aug. 2008 - Aug. 2009. pretty much the hardest job I hope I ever have. and all the while trying not to admit my secret turmoil over longings for/attempts at/failure to produce what's supposedly supposed to come after love and then marriage...
Optimism
Aug. 2007 - Aug. 2008. finally accepting that becoming a normal grown up is not just inevitable, but preferable. better job situations for both of us. working freelance as a studio teacher, and becoming an egg donor.
Fading Dreams...
Dec. 2006 - July 2007. student teaching, being poor, consistent job rejections, trying to save face while feeling hopeless.
To Live a Life Worth Death...
July 2006 - Nov. 2006. thinking about death a lot, accepting life and my eventual end. career and passions - beginning the path of contribution to what I will leave behind...
Identity Crisis/Marriage
Oct. 2005 - Apr. 2006. new job. new career. new last name. new husband. new life. who was I and what was I becoming?
The Official End to Childhood? II
June 2005 - Sept. 2005. preparing for a life that still felt like pretend. was I really a 'grown-up' already? weird.
The Official End to Childhood? I
Feb. 2005 - June 2005. losing my virginity, getting engaged, changing my career, selling our childhood home...slowly losing everything that held me as a child... (Meet Mr. Mom 4/05 - 5/05. working/travelling on production of my 4th & LAST reality show ever.)
Quarter-Life Crisis/Unemployment
Sept. 2004 - Feb 2005. no steady job for 5 months - definitely not a good place to be. oh, and I fell in love - which is a good place to be, but it kind of only adds to the confusion.
Postlude to the Prelude
Apr. 2004 - May 2004. I had no clue what things were being set in motion...but everything has changed from there.
The Simple Life 2
Mar. 2004-Apr. 2004. not the deepest thinking period of my life, but I learned a heck of a lot about production of a reality tv show.
L.A. #2 - The Real World
Aug. 2003-Feb. 2004.the big move. transplanting my life. ironically not only working in the "real world", but also AT the company that makes The Real World.
That Weird, Here Nor There, Summer
May 2003-Aug. 2003. a college graduate, but not yet in the grown-up world. just existing. and waiting. and thinking.
Goodbye College
Jan. 2003-May 2003. it's a weird thing, the last semester of college. lots of thinking about what lies beyond.
The Semester From Hell
Aug. 2002-Dec. 2002. it was kind of like I tried to cram 4 yrs. of growing-up experiences into one semester.
I've Changed?
Apr. 2002-Aug. 2002. after L.A. and stuck right in-between the two most intense "finding-myself" semesters of my life!
L.A. #1 - Interning/Discovering
Jan. 2002 - Apr. 2002. I finally stepped WAY outside my comfort zone and went where I had no freakin idea what I was doing. Living outside your bubble for awhile really makes you see differently.
Beginnings/Depression
Aug. 2001-Jan. 2002. who I was, and sometimes who I still am. how it started and how it was before.